Crush On You

Okay this is going to be a complete 360 from the dreary blog entry I wrote two days ago. Anyway, I realized last night that I am totally smitten with someone that I wouldn't have even envisioned myself wanting to be smitten with.

Does that make sense to y'all?

Anyway, my sudden lustful desires for him came into play when I realized that I was daydreaming about him... a lot. The sound of his voice, his full pouty lips, his unrequited love for music, his sensual poetry, his aura, the way he walks....

Oh my God! I can't believe that I am feeling this way.

Just thinking of him makes me reminiscent of the high school crushes that I used to have. It's been so long since I've felt a giggly about somebody that I don't know how to act.

I want to go to the movies with him or go for a walk through the park (especially since it's Christmas-all the purdy lights!) I want to hold his hands and swing them back and forth. I want him to read me poetry. I want to do things to him to give him something poetic to write about. I want to leave him sappy love notes. I want to call him on the phone and just listen his voice. I want wash his clothes. I want to feed him chocolate. Hell, I want to feed him my chocolate. I want to lick his fingers. I want to smell his cologne on my blouse. I want to make out with him in the back seat of his car. I want to clip his fingernails. I want to make him breakfast in bed. I want to be his breakfast in bed. I want to share a bag of hot buttery popcorn with him. I want to lick ice cream off of his belly. I want to hold his breath in mine. I want to curl up next to him in bed. I want him to call my name. I want him......

I want him
I want him
I want him

There. I said it.