Ghetto Heaven

This is the title of a song by Common on his Like Water for Chocolate CD that has found a new meaning in my life. It's a song that the man that I adore at this current moment plays quite a bit on his iPod. Why do I like....no love this man so much? Is it because he shares a passion for music like I do? Or is it because I know that eventually during the course of this love affair he will hurt me? I don't know, but at this very moment, all I know is that my heart aches for him and I think about him all the time. I wish love wasn't so complicated....I just wish that it flowed like the melodic notes of a symphony.

I just love him.....plain and simple.