And Just Like That....

The person that I thought I would be spending a little more time with is no more. He's not dead or anything like that, but I've just come to a point where I simply can't "do it" anymore. I've overlooked some things and made excuses, but at the end of the day I want something more and I don't feel that I'm going to get that from him. I've cried most of the weekend, going back and forth on whether I'm making the right decision. However, I think God has pretty much given me every indication that I am doing the right thing. I feel that if I don't do this now, that I will go on to possibly despise this person and I honestly don't want to waste energy on doing that. So, with that being said, I just want to leave now.....Maybe, somewhere down the line we will be able to be friends? I think I'd like to, but just not right now because it hurts too much.....