Nobody Likes To Admit Failure

I have failed yet again...

Last night Young Buck proceeds to tell me that he "doesn't feel right doing this."
Doing what? Please enlighten me because I'm confused. I'm thinking that maybe it's the Paul Masson talking, then again, maybe it isn't.

I'm tired of boys. Will God please send me a man? In about another five years when I'm mentally prepared to deal with the bullshit that comes with it and after I'm done with medical school I should be ready to deal again.

In any other news, is it me or is it just plain wrong to be jealous of all the people who are leaving the company? I mean everyday I get an email from somebody leaving. I'm like damn when is it going to be my turn to ride on the "Get Out of Dodge"? I must've been really, really mean to somebody a long time ago in order to be going through this dry spell of not being able to find another job.