Life as we know it....

This is probably the last time I will post. I've realized with the events that have transpired over the past four days, I have way too much stuff to deal with that I don't feel like divulging to those few people that read my posts. My life is complicated and probably will continue to increase in eccentricity as I get older and dumber by the day. One thing that I've realized is that you should never say what you won't do, what you won't say, or what you won't put up with. Life has a funny way of making a liar out of a person. Sometimes we have to realize that although we spend thousands of dollars going into debt to become "intelligent" beings, we are still stupid. Our emotional intelligence quotient is so low that we don't even realize it. It will continue to always be low because we think with our hearts and not our minds. Logic has no place in affairs of the heart, because if it did, we wouldn't keep making mistakes. I guess I should know, because I keep making the mistake of taking back my baby's father even though he's worthless for my baby and me. Love is strange, my heart is even stranger. I can confess with my mouth that I don't like him, love him, etc., but with my heart, I love him more than I should and dream of the family that I so desperately want with him. I can't fix him, only God can. I need to let him be, but I keep finding my way back to him. This post isn't just about my ongoing mishaps with my sperm donor it's about the ongoing trials that I have observed with my friends and family. We have a desire to be loved and understood and sometimes that desire can lead to tragic results. In short, be careful of who we judge. As a matter of fact, we should'nt judge anyone simply because I don't know of one person who wasn't put their heart on the line for someone. As a matter of fact, I don't know of one person who can honestly say that they haven't played the fool. I know I can't ....

Since, I mentioned that this will probably be my last post, I will leave the post open to a possible continuation in the future.................