Fat Guls Wanna Eat Too! (Or, I Ran Out Of Titles)

I'm tired of drinking water. I feel like a damn sponge.

Well, part of my irritable nature can be attributed to working too hard, sleeping too little, taking these weight loss pills, and not hardly eating at all. I've been dieting or as everybody seems to want to call it, modifying my diet for the past week now. I enlisted the help of a weight loss doctor who has proven results. He gave me a B-12 shot and a prescription for some Adipex. Now I knew that this pill was an appetite suppressant, but what I wasn't aware of, was the varying mood swings and depression that would also accompany it.

This shit sucks. I want some hot wings.

I just feel like crying.

I need 'Lil Jon and the Eastside Boyz to come on the radio and make me feel happy.

Anyway, in other news, blogging is starting to become more of a chore rather than a labor of love. When I started back two years ago, my life was less than stellar. I was unemployed, I was going through a love-hate relationship with my baby's daddy, I was depressed and slightly overweight (now I'm just overweight). Writing was therapeutic for me. It didn't matter that nobody linked me or hell for that matter left me comments. Shit, it didn't matter if anybody was reading it. Writing was one of those things that just felt good. You know express myself, put my feelings down on paper, okay, well this isn't paper, but y'all know what I mean. Now I find for the most part that my writing just reflects my current apathetic state of mine. I'm always whinning about my raggedy ass job, my raggedy ass car, my weight problem (can't wait to eat), raggedy ass job (I know I said it already, but the second time is for emphasis), or how I need some di......

Okay, scratch that last part, well I really do need some penile stimulation. There I said it.

However, it would be nice to have a body at the end of that penis that can hold intelligent conversation and not start every other word off with "Shawty, looka hurr."

I digress.

Anyway, I just think that blogging has served it's purpose. It helped me out in a difficult point in my life. I don't have much to say now. With school, work, and of course the apple, orange, and pineapple of my eye (little girl), I just don't have time. I find myself trying to come up with interesting stuff to say and I don't have much left. My jokes have dried up, my titles aren't saying much, hell, I still haven't posted my damn picture so that y'all can see how sexy thick guls in locs can be. LOL!

Besides, on top of what I already have going on, I'm about to start the tedious homebuying process and studying for the MCAT's. That won't leave me with any free time available.


I think I'll take a sabbatical for a couple of months to see if things change..........

However, I will still continue to visit my favorite bloggers, so y'all can't take a break.

Y'all stay tuned for the Diva Clearance Sale...............coming up soon!