Ghetto Heaven

This is the title of a song by Common on his Like Water for Chocolate CD that has found a new meaning in my life. It's a song that the man that I adore at this current moment plays quite a bit on his iPod. Why do I like....no love this man so much? Is it because he shares a passion for music like I do? Or is it because I know that eventually during the course of this love affair he will hurt me? I don't know, but at this very moment, all I know is that my heart aches for him and I think about him all the time. I wish love wasn't so complicated....I just wish that it flowed like the melodic notes of a symphony.

I just love him.....plain and simple.

Time to Wipe the Dust Off

Wow, it's been 2 1/2 years since my last post. I can't believe that I stayed away so long, must be myspace and facebook's fault.

In any case, so much has happened to me in the last two plus years. I'm no longer in school to become a doctor, I have FINALLY kicked my child's father out of my life (and bed), I finally bought a house, and I have another job, it's not much better than the last job that I ranted and raved about a few years back, but hey it's paying the bills.

Oh, then there's my love life.....not much more to report about that. Right now, it's so convoluted that I don't even think it's worth mentioning. Anyhoo, do people still blog anymore? Hell, I don't even know. I was surprised that my stuff was still up, well, not really surprised considering that it's a free site and I don't have to pay for web hosting. Well, that's all for now, I just wanted to get back into the swing of things. There will definitely be more to discuss later.